Like You'd Understand Anyway

"Here's what it's like to bear up under the burden of so much guilt: everywhere you drag yourself you leave a trail. Late at night, you gaze back and view an upsetting record of where you've been. At the medical center whre they brought my brotehrs, I stood banging my head against a corner of a crash cart. When one of the nurses saw me, I said, 'There, that's better. That kills the thoughts before they grow.'" (3).